Dear potential readers.

In life, there are times in which you throw your responsibilities over your shoulder because you think you need a break. You think you do.
Do me a favor, slap yourself in the face for thinking so selfishly. Every "stress" or "responsibility" you will come across, is only to make your life better or worse. If not, then it's somebody else's problem, not yours.

Don't get lazy. Don't think you can take a break whenever you want. Sorry to tell you, but life doesn't get any easier than it is right now. We always look at the past as a simpler time, right? And that's exactly right. Your problems will only build, so just enjoy what you have right now.


I decided to skip school today. Why? Well, I don't know. I felt lazy. Unmotivated. I didn't FEEL like it. So I decided to stay home and play Rust all day. My plan was going okay until I heard someone come home, calling out Gav and I's name. I ran into my closet and hid. I hid in there for about 2 hours. Pretty pathetic right? I watched Texas Massacre because I'm a fucking weirdo. Well anyway, mom calls and asks where I am. I tell her I'm at school. Lie. Lie lie lie. That's all I ever do. Lie. God I hate myself. Why am I such a bad person? I get it from my dad, I bet. It's alright. I can change if I really try. I gotta dig deep. Because there's a devil inside me. And it's hurting everyone around me.

I'm pretty sure I'm dead. Parents are PISSED.

I'll be gone for a while. Hope to talk to some of you soon.